We had our first ICF tonight. A really short one and just three of us attended. Most of a time a silence hung in the air. I don't know, it was a tangibly dry fellowship. But I'm thankful for Sheena and Nellie coming.
I'm more than flustered. I'm frustrated...and depressed over it. It's easy to fall prey to the thought that this is all my fault and that I have been doing (or not doing) things wrong. Besides, who else could be responsible?
Sigh. I'm not very articulate here. I'm leaving.
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