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This is why I always wonder
I'm a pond full of regrets
I always try to not remember
Rather than forget

I miss dancing, the rush and beat, the sharp and soft.
I miss the feel of sweat trickling down my back and the sides of my face.
I miss the exhaustion of a night spent at the barre.

I'll always regret sitting instead of chasing.
I'll always feel cheated by my years.
I'll always feel like crying.

Tide will rise and fall along the bay
and I'm not going anywhere
I'm not going anywhere

People come and go and walk away,

and I'm not going anywhere

I'm not going anywhere

It's a lonely life and I wonder where he is,

If I made a mistake and lost it somehow.

I make myself to lie down in these pastures

and not worry about when and how or if and who.

This is why I always wonder

There's nothing new under the sun

I won't go anywhere

So give my love to everyone

So if I can find a reason in this season

I'll say no more

I'll go home and lay myself down

Close my eyes and dream

On the right side:

Lyrics of "Not Going Anywhere"

Keren Ann

On the left side:

Excerpts of "Melancholic Notes in Life's Symphony"

Krissy who was never good at poetry