Denial

Some things are probably best seen then left alone. No dreams, no hopes, no urgent pleas in the dark for definition and clarity.

I thought I was ready. I still think I am. I've been told things like these never work out the way you think it will, even if you have considered hundred of scenarios. Something always happens and it changes things. I never thought I would be scared. But I am.

Answers came so easy before. Now they don't. I think I more or less played by the rules. But did that help?

Now I'm dodging the questions. Because now this is serious. It's not a scenario. It's a scene. And it could change the rest of our lives.