Praise God for a great harvest because God sent rains; that my brothers passed all their subjects(Cheers bros!); my D-Group at CCF and how they've welcomed me and shocked me with their prayers; the Honest Sex series at CCF, Tony Wood, Paul Tanchi and all the other speakers who were really great at taking all these issues apart in the Light of God's Word; Kuya Butch and all his fatherly advice and for laying out a gameplan ten thousand years ago; Ate Jojee and her being there to assure me I am not the most EQ-less, hopeless gal on the block; my friends Nellie and Joy and their tough gentle love and admonitions and for their knack of neatly summarizing what is really going on in my life; 100 placed interviews for my widdle project Ferdinand; a new contract in my drawer and all the allowances that come with being a full-fledged Research Associate; for Pastor Jonathan and his talk on DTRs and guy-girl friendships even if I went home battered and bruised dahil sa dami ng tumama sa akin; for God's provision for my dental emergencies (Mwah Joyce and Joy!); for the good strong immune system so I haven't been sick despite being surrounded in the office by sick people; for my Dad getting better from his asthma and his great blood test results; and for Mom who I can tell everything (well, almost everything) to and who is so cool as to finish reading HP 1-5 in two months.
I'm headed home tomorrow!!! So excited! Not too happy about spending my entire day travelling though. I'll travel to Pangasinan and then when I get there, the whole family is driving to Ilocos Sur. It's a little crazy but must make a conscious effort to make it work for the family not be a snobbish brat by plugging on my headphones and listening to my Ipod.
I'm also on this dare thing. I don't know what's going to happen three days from now but hopefully I'll have a clearer head and heart to handle my side of the story with wisdom, grace and love. Good Lord, it's going to be weird but healthy for me to have a look in the mirror and face the facts...
Playlist "Holding Hands" for the next five days:
He will Carry Me - Mark Schultz
Strong Enough - Stacie Orrico
Boston - Augustana
River Constantine - Jars of Clay
I Am - Mark Schultz
Somebody Loved - The Weepies
Empty Days - Augustana
Walking her Home - Mark Schultz