I cried last night before I slept thinking: Will this friendship weather one more storm?
I cried this morning because I felt great to have another day.
I cried in the shower because I felt so blessed by God through the people He has sent to encourage me and urge me on. Thank you for your prayers.
I cried in the afternoon because I was feeling frustrated at my inability to stick to my schedule.
I cried this evening after ballet because it was great to be back in the studio and dance again, and it was sad when we had to leave but also quite a relief because my feet are killing me.
I cried during my quiet hour because I need God in my life and I'm feeling broken and fragile and it's such a beauty to know God is here with me and loves me and maybe this place of brokeness has its perks. Like joy and wholeness and peace and a gaze on the Lord. I'm prone to focus on me so this is nice, having a different perspective of things.
It's nice to know that He stores up my tears.
Psalm 126:5
ReplyDeleteThose who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy.
and remember, there'll be a day when he will wipe away the tears from our eyes!
Thanks for that reminder! =)
ReplyDeleteOhhh, looking forward to that day. =)
ate kristina,
ReplyDeletei'm really sorry for breaking your sked...
"I cried in the afternoon because I was feeling frustrated at my inability to stick to my schedule."
because of my time mismanagement, you got affected also.
my sincerest apologies po.
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